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[Oct. 11th, 2009|10:46 am] |
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My first hangover! What a joyous event |
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| Oh no |
[Sep. 27th, 2009|12:29 pm] |
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My glasses are smudged, but I'm not wearing a shirt! What am I going to do :C |
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| a chat log from my irc room |
[Aug. 5th, 2009|12:00 am] |
<mysticalspork> well see the problem is
<mysticalspork> if I have to admit to myself that I care about one injustice
<mysticalspork> then I will have to admit that the world is shit and I should do something about it
<mysticalspork> it's a slippery slope, this caring
<eleland> yeah
<eleland> but what can you do
<eleland> if you care, you care
<eleland> and one hypocrtical superficial from-a-position-of-privilege act is better than a lifetime of cynicism and watching the daily show |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2009|03:54 am] |
I think the emotion I find the most motivating is spite.
I wonder what that says about me. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2009|12:29 pm] |
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cats climb trees
its what they do
i know they can get stuck in them sometimes but i am p. sure that when i can pick the cat up off the tree without even standing up completely that there is no danger and certainly no need to wake me up early FUCK |
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| Like a katamari of spite |
[Jul. 14th, 2009|04:43 am] |
I discovered the source of my anxiety! Surfing the internet, I come across a lot of people I'd like to criticize. I never voice my criticism though, and what ends up happening is that all the unsung arguments pile up inside my mind and start to decompose, letting off a noxious bitterness that puts me into a constant state of ill will.
A lot of the built up stress has been negated simply because I've named the issue, now I just need to think of a way to deal with it on the whole. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2009|02:50 am] |
I'm on a hair trigger lately.
I've gorged myself on stupid opinions from the internet. I've reached some kind of capacity. My head feels like an overripe fruit.
I should read some books or something. |
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| quoted from a friend's blog |
[Jul. 5th, 2009|09:24 pm] |
"Otherkin. Every few months I'll be doing something completely unrelated, usually not even on the Internet, and suddenly the awareness hits me like a resurfacing memory of childhood trauma: holy shit, otherkin.
Personally, I think these subcultures are quite interesting, because they denaturalize identity and what we think about it. Otherkin advocates are correct in saying that there is no qualitative difference between believing your soul is a dragon and believing the tenets of Christianity, or Objectivism, or, for that matter, Western masculinity. It's just that we live surrounded by those "normal" belief systems all the time, and hearing about otakukin for the first time is such a jarring contrast to the equally ridiculous practices we consider acceptable and engage in every day that you just can't help but laugh.
I still think considering yourself the reincarnation of a Final Fantasy character is hilarious, misguided and counterproductive. But being aware that people actually believe this makes me think: which of my assumptions about how the world works are just as baseless?
Ask yourself that. You might be surprised." |
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| It's hard not to notice |
[Jun. 27th, 2009|04:11 am] |
So I'm watching videos on youtube of people wielding various guns at gun ranges and in the woods and stuff (I have zero interest in guns, I just enjoy the stupidly overpowered firearms that have no real practical application) and I'm seeing that nearly all of them are gross fat whale beasts.
Many also have gigantic beards. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 10th, 2009|09:40 am] |
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A few months ago, my right arm experienced a paralyzing pain that slowly faded away over time. Then, weeks ago, my right shoulder became inexplicably sore. Now, before even that has gone away, the right hinge of my jaw feels raw and sensitive.
God Bless America, where I can't even figure out what the fuck is wrong with me without putting myself into a horrendous amount of dept. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2009|05:47 pm] |
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I suspect drummers are the only real fans of drum solos. |
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| - o- |
[Jun. 2nd, 2009|09:09 am] |
I think my brain might be turning to mush. |
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[May. 31st, 2009|01:27 am] |
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I'm growing weary of the increasing abundance of horrible people I'm encountering online.
But in the end it's probably a perception bias due to raising my standards.
It is still tiring. |
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| The Joye of Art |
[Apr. 8th, 2009|08:07 pm] |
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What is it like to create something for the fun of it? |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 15th, 2009|06:38 am] |
Agh this hurts.
Overly ambitious lifting has given me an inflamed nerve on my right arm. It's ruined my entire daily routine for this week. I'm going stir crazy from being in the house all day.
Constantly typing probably isn't helping anything but I don't know what to do with myself otherwise.
I hate this soooooo much. >:( |
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[Jan. 13th, 2009|04:21 pm] |
Even though I got a D in Algebra 110, I was able to take the math assessment test and go on to 130. I'm taking 130A (which goes through half of 130 in one semester) so hopefully I'll be able to keep up to speed on this time.
Also, I think I pinched a nerve. My pinky and the finger next to it on my left hand are semi-numb. They went numb as I was riding my bike home. Hopefully it isn't too bad, but I'll try to go easy on it for the time being. |
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